i think i am that kind of person who most of the time i let my heart rules my head. very often that i only manage to realise that i have actually made a decision subconsciously, only at the time when i already was in a situation resulted by my decision. i cannot help being amazed at myself, really. an hour ago, i went downstairs alone, with a cup of marigold non fat strawberry yoghurt and a spoon. i sat at the bench beside the pool. it is a windy night, i thought it is going to rain. i sat there and let my mind wander. but very soon the cold breeze woke me up and i realised that i forgot to bring my cellphone with me. feeling insecure, i finished the yoghurt hastily and disposed it at the dustbin near the lift. a few hours before this, i found myself sitting at the staircase between 19th and 20th floor. i actually did not remember that i pressed '20' in the lift. but i was there already. i was a little disappointed, i guessed; i thought i could reach the rooftop - that kind of rooftop that we always see in dramas where the actor stood beside the tv cable and threaten to jump off the building if anyone try to get near him. i made a very expensive phone call at the staircase.
and the main point is that, i am glad that i am currently in a country which has one of the lowest crime rate in the world.
